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The Last Living Man Alive Ever In The History Of The World

by Head North

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1.
I drew a figure With my finger In the window fog, Fell asleep And wiped it out with the sleeve that I leaned on. It’s been a long way home, With winter coats, Those school bus days. Father smokes his cigarettes Mother cooks our meals I’m mumbling All rosey cheeked Hoping someone hears. It’s a silly sort of medicine. Something lingers after dinner, I wait to see you smile I put one up to my chest and feel my mother’s hand on my hide. She’s screaming “Those things are no good They'll fill your lungs with soot. They’ll put your mind at ease When they put you all to sleep And i just couldn’t bear to see you die.” It’s a silly, sort-of-medicine.
2.
Engine coughs on the I-190 Like your last leg chevy saying “It’s time to go home, Time to leave me alone.” Pull off quick in the rising light ‘Cause you’ve got work And im too tired Or too stoned We smoked a bag to the bone. “Where’ve you been, son? Your mother’s sick.” Through my cell phone I can hear my father spit. Two hundred miles And they can’t take a hint. Useless morning Useless life The neighbor’s drunk He slept outside On my porch Wish I cared anymore. Now she’s my temporary, That one bedroom apartment, There was no room for me. That’s okay, I prefer it that way. Softly through the veil, the first finger tips of morning light Are carving through the snow, December 1st On my first drive home. Made me a sanctuary in grey sky town, There was no hope for me. No god’s left here By presidential decree.
3.
Don’t lose all your friends If you hate being lonely. It’s simple advice but you’ve got to think twice.
4.
Another drive, the whip to Pasadena. Paradise that we’ll be passing over, But I told you I won’t let you down, Keep at it til the break of dawn. A million lies heavy on the shoulders We’re piss drunk now and only getting older, But music shouldn’t let you down, The music shouldn’t let you down. Took a curve at 60 miles an hour, Flipped once, fell 1,300 feet down, Ended in a Cali ditch. You couldn’t make up this shit. Popped the door with my broken right arm. Days passed and the sun was going all down Til I woke up in a stranger’s bed, Picture frames with my face in them. With no name except the one that They gave me, Years passed and those memories are fading. My momma said I would grow up to be a risk taker, But I fucked around and got addicted to a drug maker. Exit light, enter night Take my hand. We’re off to never never land. You can kill me but you can’t take my mojo I’m fucking punk rock Are you still pushing emo? I know you think it's all been done before. You can sue me if your name’s Lars Ulrich. We’re all dead now This is radio static. I know you think it’s all been done before. Crumpled up a paper leaf, Let’s skip town. I built a copier machine to burn it all down. Many lessons to ignore before I dip out. There’s a god inside of all of us, But mine is loud. Plaga-wrote the lottery And let the man down. Shot to shit but finally free to let it all out And there is nothing in the world I’d rather sing about Than dying silent on a highway in a devil town.
5.
One more, One more year down. You cried the whole way somehow it still counts. Brothers, In inches and pounds, You fought the whole way. Somehow it still counts. Do you think you’re the first one to never wanna die? You drank a couple drugs and you figured out your life. Do you think you’re the first one? Oh, you think you’re the first one. Give up, Tomorrow won’t last It’s as far as forever And it’s fading fast. Like water into the sand it’s frozen and folding That popsicle stand. Now our hero’s brains are wearing out From watching their TV And stretching at their skin in front of me. Dying flesh and cigarettes The pungent smell of past. Is this all you could build? Or all you could stand? If you keep me company, I’ll never ask for anything more. Help me please, you’re all I need. I’ll never ask for anything more. Do you think you’re the first ones to never wanna die? You jumped each other’s bones And bled each other dry. Do you think you’re the first ones?
6.
God 01:46
7.
Pulse 03:39
Pulsing veins like a teenage drum And you hold me down With that salt skin tongue. Folding frame under setting sun I can taste those words I can hear her come. Call my name like i knew you would And i come back down Like a good boy should. No more passion, Silent fashion. Running low on love to ration. “Why’s nothing feel the same?” I hear you. You keep saying shit like I don’t know. “My Heaven was a day.” I feel you. You keep saying shit like I don’t know. Haunt my dreams from a flash of life That day long waiting til abandoned light. Crying to a satellite, Peeling back my skin Found your fingers underneath it Shaping what's within. Pulsing veins like a teenage drum And you hold me down With that salt skin tongue. Found heaven’s name In a carnal plunge, Now i hold you up Like some banner crutch. I don’t need to sell my soul. She’s already in me.
8.
The rain came and fell Heavy on my roof That hibernation homeward hymn From silent neighborhood. A spell from worlds away A song of changing skies Came down on a perfect day A used-to-perfect life. Swing low sweet down And bring me around To the calm that abounds Wait on that sound, A face in the clouds Or a hand reached out. What a perfect life to waste, When tomorrow's lives away Just another day A fraction full of life. Pastel in a muted frame A border black and white. When nothing more can mend Keep nothing on my mind The bottle is broken the potion is flowing And I don’t want to feel a thing. What a perfect life to waste When tomorrow’s lives away. I am just bones under the snow What’s there to know?
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10.
White Light 03:57
You bought a coonskin cap And a ball point pen. You’re never back together Then you’re married again And you sit On the shelf. Just like that coonskin cap and your ballpoint pen Can’t fix that old kentucky overbite If you’re still building bridges with him. Look around. I am the ocean and you are the tide I am a fertile tree and you are beyond and on. Picked your route to fast now it’s caving in. Your mind can’t pass on what this old voice said. Built your roof too fast now its caving in, Your roof too fast. I am the ocean and you are the tide I am a wilting tree and you are beyond. That flash The sky cracked open Sun drenched as you were poured in With white light that heat my skin with life I’ve longed for. No blood when I was cut open Took back my fear and held it My heart, my hands My everything has always been All yours. You gave me a playful excuse Some sort of family dispute. Your dad told me not to look at you, I’d never be him. Just some playful abuse when he said, Its just some old family dispute. Your dad told me not to look at you, I swear I’ll kill him. Give me a reason and I will stay here. She is a fountain and I’ve fallen for the taste of it. Now, she speaks to me in ribbons And I’m drinking them down.
11.
Close your eyes, Have no fear. The night is wide But she’ll find you here. It curls like coffee cup smoke On that off-white dress you used to know So well. That dizzy smile In clouded swirl That soft skinned while When I was hers. Those lips that finally formed In the haze of light from your bedroom door Once more said, “Don’t fear the coming wave, Nothing breaks with it. I am in the rain. I am the Empire State, And I won’t change a bit.” I miss all of you now, My home, as much as stranger sounds whispered. It pulls like nothing I’ve known Between a place to live And space to grow It’s my home All alone. I’m gonna be the one who sees you I’m gonna be the one who knows I’m gonna be the one who fears you I’m gonna be the one you chose.
12.
We met in someone’s wake. Who’s, I don’t remember. But there were widows and whitecaps All around As we sat silent And kept pretending. That either of us knew the reason we had come Or why the other had come And she never got to know me And I never got to know her That’s the way it goes. So it goes, In love And onward. But i felt the light From that infinite sky And the voice of the blessed center said “Rekindle. Arrive.” I never believed in one breath after that. I never believed it was the same sun, rose That set And every night when the dark would come on I’d believe there was no absence strong enough To keep the day within or without. So it goes, In love And onward. We hit the earth And there was a wonderful crash. Everything caught fire Everything took ash. It was over As simple as we were put here we were gone. The crew compartment’s breaking up And the passenger’s are strewn All across the fields of North Dakota. So it goes, In love And onward. But i felt the light From that infinite sky And the voice of the blessed center said “Rekindle. Arrive.”
13.
Fallow 05:15
There is a playful dog by the train today And he begs attention from the patterned man Greying at his face. Unordinary days The features barely change, But bigger than you know, Headlights come, Canary cave, You burrow on. There is a playful dog by the train today And I’ve been waiting for a long, long year. There is no changing time They let the bombs decide, Now we’re all alone. Headlights come, To take me back, Or take me home. That city shadow, Those fields of fallow, dizzy, spinning earth. When you come to, I’ll be here. Won’t you come too? I’ll be here. It’s all one second of life now, Like a flash that’s falling all down. In that city shadow. In those fields of fallow, spinning earth. My god’s hand is a rolling boulder. I built a cabin at the bottom of the hill. My god’s tongue is a silver soldier And I am the trigger on his rifle. I am safe in the sound. I could try to pick it out, But love is all around. If you’re still listening, Let me out.
14.
I am gonna be the man who brings back God Like a wristwatch, Slowly, slowly. I am gonna be the man who saves us all From ourselves Rolling holy. Took the plane home Fresh from my desicion. Took the plane home, It went down. I am gonna be the man who brings back God To a grey world. Slowly, slowly. I am gonna be the man who saves us all From ourselves. Rolling holy. Took the plane home, Fresh from my desicion. Took the plane home, It went down.

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released June 2, 2017

Recorded at Barber Shop Studios in Lake Hopatcong, NJ
Engineered by Kevin Kumetz and Gary Cioni
Produced and Mixed by Brett Romnes
Mastered by Jesse Cannon

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